Feeling Lost

My darling,

I’m starting to feel like my friends are impatient with me to let you go. They’re happier to hear I’m open to seeing other people than that I still want to build something with you. They think I’m wasting my time in going for good things between us.

I don’t know what I’m doing. Figuring out how to live? What I want? How to live in the present? How to grieve? How to trust? How to give back to the world?

Right now I just want to curl into a ball and forget the world for a bit, not care for a change. You think that would be okay?

All my love.

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