I’m starting to feel like my friends are impatient with me to let you go. They’re happier to hear I’m open to seeing other people than that I still want to build something with you. They think I’m wasting my time in going for good things between us.
I don’t know what I’m doing. Figuring out how to live? What I want? How to live in the present? How to grieve? How to trust? How to give back to the world?
Right now I just want to curl into a ball and forget the world for a bit, not care for a change. You think that would be okay?
All my love.