Today money appeared out of nowhere! I know it seems crazy to say, but looked down and knew the little bundle was meant for me–like right out of a movie! Mom, Dad, and I did what we could to find whoever might have dropped it, but I don’t think that person exists. The money is for me and whatever I need.
I keep thinking I could share some with you. Make up for all the times there never seemed to be enough, make things easier. But that doesn’t work anymore. It can’t change the past.
It’s so weird–how good things just appear in my life now. Everything I want or need. Except you. And always for my good. But you’re gone. And it leaves me wondering, were you not good for me too?
I wish we were celebrating it together tonight. I wish you could be here happy for me. That always felt so good.
All my love.